She has seemed ok since we arrived yesterday. Her oxygen saturation levels have been great again and nobody seems to know what's going on with her. We're still waiting on her viral screen to come back, but all of her other lab work came back clean. We did get some big news from genetics, which I will discuss in another post, but it doesn't have anything to do with these respiratory issues.
I'm not dealing with this admission well at all. I have to admit that maybe I wasn't doing as well at home as I'd thought either. I was getting irrationally angry with well-meaning people who simply didn't deserve it, but I think it was easier to focus my frustration on them than it was to actually deal with the stress of these last couple of months. Once we found out we were coming back, I had to take some time to work through the feelings I'd been squashing since before Abby's surgery, and I think I'm doing a little better now, but I just don't want to be here - I just want her to feel better so we can take her home.
Hopefully it will be soon.
Here are some pictures of Abby being adorable at home even while not feeling well: