Monday, July 18, 2016

Surgery Wednesday?

We're starting to feel a little ridiculous with these updates, but ah well...

Abby's surgeon, Dr. Heinle, was called into a heart transplant this evening, which will push Aberdeen's surgery to Wednesday. Numbers in the ICU look better this week, so hopefully everything will work out for an admission tomorrow evening, and surgery on Wednesday. I actually feel good about this change of schedule, not sure why, but I'll take the peace of mind. Though this past week has been full of ups and downs, this is apparently par for the course when you aren't already inpatient and looking at an emergency surgery. We just haven't been on this side of things before. We don't feel frustrated currently and know that if Aberdeen were the one receiving a new heart, we would fully expect everyone else to be bumped for her. We'll just set our sights on Wednesday for now and keep the families involved in tonight's transplant in our thoughts and prayers.

Thank you all for sticking with us through this saga. We appreciate you!




Friday, July 15, 2016

Day of Surgery


It looks like everything is a go for this morning. I will do my best to update this post periodically throughout the day to let you all know how things are going. We are so thankful for all of the prayers and words of encouragement over the last few days. Thank you all so much.
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Well, after sitting in holding for an hour, we just found out that there are no ICU rooms available post-op, so they can't do Aberdeen's surgery today. Apparently the whole team was in arguing with the chief of surgery about it, but ultimately there isn't anything anyone can do. We are now scheduled for Tuesday, but obviously, we'll see what happens. Our nerves are shot. We may head home for the weekend, but haven't decided yet. Thanks again for the prayers.


Wednesday, July 13, 2016

Surgery Postponed until Friday


For logistical reasons unrelated to Aberdeen's health status, the septal myectomy has been moved to Friday. Abby should be admitted tomorrow, once a bed becomes available. Abby is Dr. Heinle's only case on Friday, and the surgery will last most of the day. Thank you for your continued thoughts and prayers!!!

Sunday, July 10, 2016

23 Months Old and Septal Myectomy Info


Our baby bird is 23 months old today! She has about 20 signs that she uses regularly now and seems to be understanding more and more every day.  In the last week she decided that she can stand up from a bench-sit without using her hands and even balanced for a couple of seconds with zero assistance! Abby has also recently started using one finger to point at everything! She would be happy to have us read book after book after book to her all day long (her current favorites being Chicka Chicka Boom Boom, Llama Llama Red Pajama, Baby Beluga, and Sandra Boynton's Doggies; Moo, Baa, La La La; and Snuggle Puppy). She likes to open all of the doors and cabinets in the house, point to the babies in her books, torment the dogs, pop bubbles, and make hilarious faces at herself in the mirror.  Everything is a phone, and if you don't "answer" whatever she hands you, she is clearly unimpressed. We are loving this fun age and seeing her vibrant and spirited personality blossom.




Heart symptoms have been holding steady over the last week or so.  She's still grunting quite a bit, especially in the afternoons, has continued to vomit daily, and is frequently sweaty, but we are incredibly grateful that these things haven't gotten noticeably worse since her surgery was scheduled. We've been on total germ lockdown for about a week now, and will be until we head to Houston - it would absolutely disastrous if she got sick going into open heart surgery, so we're doing our very best to limit her exposure to unnecessary risks. While we've been confined to the house (no therapies or appointments even), it has been so nice being able to spend this pre-op period at home, instead of inpatient.




Though we've been a little isolated from the world, we were thankfully able to visit with lots of family recently for Jameson's promotion ceremony as well as the 4th of July. Other notable moments from the last few weeks include a lovely Father's Day, and getting to squeeze in our annual family pictures before going on lockdown.







We will be heading to Houston on Tuesday, Aberdeen's pre-op appointment with the surgeon, child-life, and cardiac anesthesia is on Wednesday, and surgery is scheduled for first thing Thursday morning.  Apparently there have been a number of emergency surgeries in the last week that have required shifting of the surgical schedule, so there's always a possibility that Abby's surgery could get bumped - but due to her current symptoms, we're hoping that doesn't happen.

Thank you all for your continued prayers and well-wishes.  We are very very nervous heading into this surgery.  Some of that anxiety stems from the fact that it has been a long time since Abby has had a major surgery, or even a sedated procedure at this point.  Additional anxiety is coming from the memory of how tenuous things were after Aberdeen's first heart surgery.  Ultimately, we don't know what Abby's recovery period will look like this this time around.  Some things are much improved with her health, but her hypertrophy is much worse, which can complicate recovery greatly. We hope that because she is bigger and stronger now, she will do better, but still anticipate that she will do things in typical (or atypical), exciting Aberdeen fashion. We are concerned about having a major surgery away from the comfort we found at CCHMC with the doctors, nurses, social workers, and facility we came to know and trust so well - as well as the concern about having a surgery that is over three hours away from our home, if her recovery is lengthy.  We're trying to trust that this is what Aberdeen needs to continue to grow and thrive, and just enjoy these next couple of days, but we are admittedly on edge. We appreciate any prayers and good thoughts you may be able to spare. Additionally, we have a couple of Aberdeen's buddies on our hearts as they celebrate challenging anniversaries this month and face their own surgeries, if you could spare a thought for the families of Ben, Ellie, and Tillery, I know they would be most appreciative.

I can't believe that only one month from today, we will be celebrating Aberdeen's second birthday.  My heart is so full of love for her and I am so incredibly proud of the spunky little fighter that we've been blessed with.






For those interested, I have included below the Cleveland Clinic's description of the surgery Aberdeen will be having performed: a septal myectomy.  While this article is geared toward adults, as opposed to pediatric patients, most of this information seems to be consistent with what we have been told thus far. 


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What is septal myectomy?


Septal myectomy is a surgical procedure performed to reduce the muscle thickening that occurs in patients with hypertrophic cardiomyopathy (HCM). Septal myectomy is one treatment option for HCM when symptoms persist despite optimal treatment with medications, or if obstruction severely restricts blood ejection from the heart.
During the septal myectomy procedure, the surgeon removes a small amount of the thickened septal wall to widen the outflow tract from the left ventricle to the aorta. This eliminates the obstruction and the mitral valve regurgitation that occurs with this condition. Patients often experience rapid relief of symptoms after the procedure.
Septal myectomy is a surgical procedure performed to reduce the muscle thickening that occurs in patients with hypertrophic cardiomyopathy (HCM). Septal myectomy is one treatment option for HCM when symptoms persist despite optimal treatment with medications, or if obstruction severely restricts blood ejection from the heart. 

During the septal myectomy procedure, the surgeon removes a small amount of the thickened septal wall to widen the outflow tract from the left ventricle to the aorta.

















Who is eligible for the myectomy procedure?

Patients with a diagnosis of hypertrophic cardiomyopathy should be assessed at an experienced center to determine the severity of their condition and to develop a treatment plan. 
It is estimated that obstruction occurs in more than 70 percent of patients with HCM. The severity of obstruction, symptoms and the patient’s response to medications vary greatly. Many patients have no symptoms or mild obstruction and can be treated with medications like beta blockers or calcium channel blockers. 
Septal myectomy is the safest, most successful and most durable procedure for patients with severe symptoms or severe obstruction. Elderly patients or those with advanced medical conditions may be better served by percutaneous alcohol septal reduction.
Hypertrophic cardiomyopathy (HCM) is a complex type of heart disease associated with a thickening of the heart muscle, most commonly at the septum (the muscular wall that separates the left and right side of the heart), just below the aortic valve. If the septum becomes too thick, the passageway to the aorta becomes very narrow, limiting or blocking the flow of blood from the left ventricle to the aorta, called “outflow tract obstruction.” The septal thickening that results in obstruction varies from a few millimeters to centimeters. Mitral valve abnormalities are common and impact repair techniques.

What tests are needed before the surgery? 

What are the possible risks of the surgery?

Your doctor will discuss the specific risks and potential benefits of the septal myectomy procedure with you. The procedure is generally very safe. However, as with any surgical procedure, there are risks related to your age, the presence of other medical conditions and the number of procedures you undergo during a single operation. 
Specific risks may include: infection; irregular heart rhythm, such as ventricular arrhythmia; chest pain or angina; heart attack, stroke or death. Special precautions are taken to reduce these very low risks.

What can I expect before the surgery?

Before your surgery date, you will have a presurgical appointment where you will receive specific instructions about when and where to report for surgery, what to expect before and after surgery, and whether additional tests are needed. If you need to see another health care provider or need testing during this preoperative appointment, you may be at Cleveland Clinic all day or you may need to return another day. 
During this appointment, you will have the opportunity to talk with a nurse or patient educator about the procedure. You may also meet with your surgeon and anesthesiologist. 
If you are already in the hospital and surgery is recommended, your health care team will give you information about pre-surgical tests and how to prepare for surgery.

What happens during surgery?

Anesthesia: General anesthesia is administered by a cardiothoracic anesthesiologist before surgery. The anesthesiology team uses state-of-the-art equipment and monitors to ensure you are safely anesthetized during the procedure.

Type of incision: A 6- to 8-inch incision is made down the center of the chest, dividing the sternum (breastbone) to provide the surgeon direct access to the heart. 
The thickened muscle is approached through the aortic valve so that no direct incisions into the heart muscle are required. The cut muscle heals on its own without needing to be sutured.
Heart-lung machine: The heart-lung machine, or cardiopulmonary bypass, is used during the procedure and takes over the heart’s normal functions so the surgeon can perform the procedure on a “still” heart. 
Blood is routed through the heart-lung machine, and oxygen and carbon dioxide are exchanged in the blood by the machine and then pumped back into the body. By doing the work of the heart, the heart-lung machine helps protect your other organs while your heart is stopped. After the procedure is complete, the heart-lung machine is turned off, the heart starts beating on its own, and the flow of blood returns to normal. 
Pacing wires: Temporary pacing wires and a chest tube to drain fluid are placed before the sternum is closed with special sternal wires. Then the skin and subcutaneous tissue is closed with internal, absorbable sutures. Sometimes a temporary pacemaker is attached to the pacing wires to regulate the heart rhythm until your condition improves. 

How long does the procedure last? 

The actual surgery lasts from 3 to 6 hours, however your family should expect additional time before and after surgery. 

What should I expect after the surgery?

You will be transferred to an intensive care unit for close monitoring after the surgery. The monitoring during recovery includes continuous heart, blood pressure and oxygen monitoring and frequent checks of vital signs and other parameters, such as heart sounds. 
Some patients may require an implantable cardioverter-defibrillator (ICD) to treat a serious abnormal heart rhythm. If this device is required, your cardiologist will discuss the details about the device and the implantation procedure. 
Under certain circumstances, you may have a test called an EP study (electrophysiology study) before you go home to evaluate your heart rhythm. 
Before you leave the hospital, you will receive specific information about incision care, medications, activity and diet guidelines, warning signs to look for and who to call after you go home.
Medications after surgery: You will continue to take your preoperative medications, as directed, until your follow-up appointment when your cardiologist may make adjustments to your medications.

Will my symptoms improve after surgery?


Yes. Surgical results indicate that most patients experience significant symptom improvement and an improved quality of life after surgery. 




Tuesday, June 21, 2016

The Plan...


Yesterday's surgical conference resulted in a recommendation of a septal myectomy, as soon as possible. So, Aberdeen is scheduled for her second open heart surgery on the 14th of July, with a pre-op appointment on the 13th to meet with the surgeon (Dr. Heinle), the cardiac anesthesiologist, child-life, and to complete whatever labs the team deems necessary. She will most likely be first case on the 14th (meaning, she'll be the first surgery of the day), and then we'll start the long road to recovery. 

Ultimately, this was our best-case scenario. The fact that they think the myectomy may be successful and that she hopefully won't need a heart transplant yet is a really good thing. On a purely logical level, I know this is what needs to be done to give Abby a chance to continue thriving. On an emotional level, I just want to grab my baby and run far away. I feel sick to my stomach to have to put her through all of this again and wish there was another way. However, we can't really deny that she's symptomatic at this point.  Mornings are still good. Afternoons are not. I can't for the life of me figure out how to get a video on here, but if I could, I would show you just how awful her breathing sounds in the evenings. It really is starting to be reminiscent of her breathing before her first heart surgery, which is very worrisome. Hopefully things stay the way they are until the 14th and don't continue to get worse. We're thankful that we don't have too long to wait. 

Thank you for your continued thoughts and prayers as we deal with a lot of conflicting emotions heading into this surgery. 




Friday, June 17, 2016

Brief update


I just wanted to provide a brief update as things have progressed since last week. Our cardiomyopathy docs at TCH met with the cardiothoracic (CT) surgeon, who agreed that Aberdeen's echo looked worse and it was time to do something. She will be presented to the surgical conference on Monday (this is not something we are present for, just a conference between the cardiologists and all of the surgeons) to determine if we move forward with the myectomy, the transplant evaluation, or both. If there is concern about whether or not the myectomy will be successful, they will probably recommend both. The eval itself would last multiple days and most likely require a blood transfusion following all of the necessary labs. This may be something they want to do immediately, or it may be something they wait to do while she's still inpatient post-myectomy. We just don't know yet. 

Days at home have kind of been all over the place. During the mornings, Aberdeen seems like herself and isn't really showing any obvious symptoms. After her nap, however, something seems to flip - she becomes noticeably sweatier, despite always being in the highly air conditioned house and not being particularly active, her breathing sounds like trash, and she's puking every day again. Next morning, she seems like she's back to normal. It doesn't seem to fit with a classic heart failure presentation, but it isn't good either. We're glad TCH is moving things along, as it seems things may have been caught just in time. 

Thank you for your continued thoughts and prayers. We're pretty stressed out, but trying to trust that everyone is working in Aberdeen's best interest.


Wednesday, June 8, 2016

22 Months and A LOT of other info.


So, you know how the last few months' posts have been a fairly uneventful summary of all the seemingly mundane, though pleasant things that have been happening in Aberdeen's life lately? This is not going to be one of those posts.

However, let's start with a little pleasant and mundane:

Aberdeen will be 22 months old on Friday - I'd like to note that my monthly post is early for probably the only time ever.  We are all really enjoying signing with her and working so hard on that transition from laying down to sitting.  Given the fact that she is sitting so well now, pulling to stand, on the verge of cruising furniture, and a mad woman in her gait-trainer, we know that this is the last step to really getting her mobile and it has been so hard to make any progress on.  Abby has never been particularly keen on putting weight on her arms, and pretty much all of the versions of getting from laying down to sitting require such weight bearing.  She would much rather try to do a massive crunch to get to sitting, but just doesn't have the muscle tone in order to accomplish that.  We'll keep working and keep working, but man, this has been a tough spot.

Remember how last month, I was all, "Sure, let's just add a bunch of volume to each feed, no biggie?" Well, it didn't work out in quite the way we'd hoped.  Abby started in with some increased nasal congestion and we were back in puke city.  We transferred the volume to the overnight feed with the hope that we will eventually be able to (very slowly) add it back on to her daytime feeds.  

We took a really nice trip to Dallas over Memorial Day weekend to visit friends and family in the area.  Some we'd seen recently, others we hadn't seen in many years, but it was nice to catch up on all fronts and see a little more of the gigantic state in which we now live.  My parents also came to visit last month, so Abby has had the chance to be exceptionally social as of late.







And now, our trip to Houston...

As mentioned in my previous post, this trip to Houston was to include a plethora of medical appointments, a Noonan Syndrome mini-conference, and a surgery to place ear tubes.  In typical TCH fashion, very little went as planned.  

Quick summary of the first few days:
Thursday evening, we packed up basically the entire house, including the dogs, and made our trek out the Rice Village area of Houston where we would be staying for the week.  Friday included a meeting with the pediatric anesthesia team to make sure they were well aware of Aberdeen's medical history as well as an echocardiogram later that afternoon.  Saturday was the mini-conference, which Abby was not very interested in, so we let Jameson stay and soak up the info while we headed back to our temporary abode.  Sunday was our day off, and we spent part of it at the Johnson Space Center, which was lots of fun, and I wish we could have spent more time there.  






Monday was when her tubes procedure was scheduled.  After getting checked in and settled into the pre-op holding area, we were visited by the head of anesthesia and the ENT who was supposed to be performing the surgery.  Based on the results of Friday's echocardiogram, they felt that the risk of anesthetizing Abby even for the five-minute procedure was too high a risk, and recommended cancelling.  The ENT said that she'd never heard the anesthesiologist give such a recommendation for an ear-tubes procedure, and that she took his advice very seriously.  Ultimately, we decided that risking Abby's life for a potential gain in hearing just wasn't worth it and cancelled.  We'll have to do some studying up on our sign language, but obviously that is totally doable.  There was a part of us that was vaguely disappointed by the cancellation, but the predominant feeling was one of relief. Neither of us had been able to sleep the night before due to anxiety, and the doctors' decision just felt right. More concerning to us was this apparent change in her echo...


Tuesday was our big appointment day (cardiomyopathy, ophthalmology, and craniofacial). Our cardiology appt started with a general rundown of how Aberdeen has been doing (increased sweating, grunting, but otherwise acting like herself), we all agreed that her symptoms were vague at best. However, it seems as though her echo may actually be worse. There had been a question about whether or not the echo had been read correctly due to the confusion last November, but this time even the cardiomyopathy docs at TCH couldn't agree. Which, in combination with anesthesia's refusal to do any sedated procedures, has prompted cardiomyopathy to suggest that we need to move toward surgical intervention. 

You may recall that in November, CT surgery essentially told us they would not do a septal myectomy, and that the only other option is a heart transplant, which they may not consider her a candidate for. Basically, what cardiomyopathy wants to do is start the evaluation process for a transplant, with the hope that CT surg will come around and recommend trying the myectomy first. There are so many complicated aspects of starting the transplant process, not the least of which is the necessity that Aberdeen and I move to Houston. We would have to be within one hour of TCH 24 hours a day, 7 days a week for as long as she was listed - which could be anywhere from days to years. Considering that she just doesn't seem sick enough at this point to be listed as one of the more urgent statuses, this time would most likely be longer than shorter. We're formulating our questions and talking to cardiomyopathy constantly, but we really really hope we can go the myectomy route and potentially buy a few years before needing to revisit the transplant discussion, but I just don't know if it's going to work out that way. We're discussing second opinions and third opinions, but agree that if a very highly respected anesthesiologist won't sedate her with her heart the way it is, then we have to do something. Thankfully, ophthalmology and craniofacial agree that we don't need to do anything urgent regarding her skull, so we can focus on her heart, but they did order a 3D CT scan just to make sure (which we did this morning before packing up and heading home).

We're feeling pretty overwhelmed right now. Lots of conflicting emotions. There are a lot of things to consider and options to weigh before we make any kind of decision. We don't have any idea of a timeline right now, but I'll try to update as we continue to discuss and gather information. If you wouldn't mind praying for some wisdom, or guidance, or something, we would greatly appreciate it.